Meepers, 36

Looking for a lifelong companion... I can be very silly at times... what I write here sounds serious because I'm unusually shy.

I'm a classical musician studying at a music conservatory in New York. I can play some piano and violin and my major right now is music composition.

Looking for someone who is cute rather than sexy, a cuteness that radiates from within. Grown up enough to appreciate the better things in life, but still a not so grown up energetic bouncey kind of personality.

I find myself motivated by others rather than myself. I think I'd be much more motivated at helping her, or simply keeping her company or sharing her burden, rather than for myself, alone. I hope that she might share her motivation with me, and her spirit be generous and compassionate, friendly and loving.

I'm not a person who dives into things like movies or books or songs for personal interest, for there has been a lack of it lately. I see these journies only as ones taken with a companion and have no real meaning for me alone.

I usually don't go seeking people out, and it's taken me a long time to put my profile up. The world is a dangerous place, and I'm socially too clumsy. I am happiest as a shadow, preparing as best I can for her sake, while she gets the light on stage.

To give up something that one has worked on from age 5 to age 24 I've been told is very sad. But lacking someone at my side is infinitely more sad.

I like pushing boundaries. Together perhaps we could find our own voice, or join someone else's. Our aesthetics may not be the same, but the genuine pursuit of originality and uniqueness is something I think worthwhile.

"...and so I close, realizing that perhaps the ending has not yet been written."